Dear Blog
What can I say, the year 2019 has been with its disappointment, its hardships and overall a downright disaster.
What do you want me to say. Do you want me to lie and pretend that its was glorious despite it being a disaster; find the silver lining and all.
The truth is finding the silver lining hasn’t been easy and if you do find it, please send it my way.
Cause I have gone crazy looking for it to the point that I’m down with tonsillitis pushing my way through 31 Dec 2019 to 1st Jan 2020.
(Disclaimer: If you the reader found this dissapointing and thinking loser who is complaining, guess what my blog my vent, you are most welcome to exit now. But, I know you will stay put cause finding someone else struggling with life, makes you feel good about yours.)
So here we are Mr blog, people are setting resolutions, conquering away and being all overly positive to the point that someone positive might get overwhelmed and get drowned in this over enthusiasm of positivity overuse.
Now, don’t get me wrong, I’m all for positivity; but I’m also for feeling the loss of things, of hopelessness, of disappointment. Cause only when you feel all of this, can one recognize and shift to make things work for them even against odds, to be strong (I’m not talking about lifting a truck or anything), to be able to recognize that not all battles need to be won, not all the time you need to shine in the forefront.
(Oh, you disclaimer people thinking this is about a loser, guess what I still have hope for the future.)
Yup, for the god of me the glass is always half full and never half empty. The point of all this is that you need to feel the bad to recognize the good, and all I can hope is that in 2020 even if my glass dosen’t overflow, I still view it as half full and never empty.
Namrata